Love is like studying in school. You need to get your grades before you enroll into another subject. Same with... that you need to learn your lessons before you end and start a new relationship. -ARDEL
Placing your head in a chopping board to know what it feels to be in his/her place, mimic one's person ability, illustrate his/her idea.
W0nD3RwALL
Monday, November 22, 2010
HAUNTED PASSAGE
If the past is still haunting you when you wake up in the morning. Or visits you while reading a book, watching a love story movies, or dinner to your favourite place. Hmmm wake up!!!
You’re creating your own ghost, well at least it’s a proof that you’re imaginative... but for your own sake limit the usage.
In my case....
Talk to X ask Y to find Z.
I find time to talk to my ex, asking her the possible questions that I don’t know the answers. You’ll get bitter like ampalaya plus if you’re unaware of reasons why you end with separate ways. I don’t leave and I don’t end the relationship without the closure. There is no law in asking for a final talk so that every failed relationship can settled everything before they cut the love letters, donate the teddy bears and throw the love rings.. on the other hand keep the rings that will be useful in the future.
180 degree
Cut the lines and start a new you. Did anyone tell you that when you stay in a relationship you adapt to the person? Some of your hobbies came from your ex. Or maybe some clothes are gifts from that past. Then it’s time for you to change... not so drastic but the stronger version of you. Try something different than the usual. We only get scared for the first time simply because we set our minds that the past is the comfort zone. But then again if that is our comfort zone why are we alone?! And why we did he/she hurt us.
Moving Out
Love is like finding new home, so when you plan to transfer to a new home you have to buy a new set of furniture and dispose the old ones... same with relationship...
Open yourself to others. Dating should be number one on your list. You’re young and single so it’s your privilege. An effective way of treating a broken heart is to find new love. This is not compulsory you can also take your time and then move to dating if you’re ready.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
CUT to breakthrough
One in my hundreds of weird dreams... or nightmares..
It's a head of a girl with a rabbit's ears. I don't remember the story its
really bizarre and long. But i remembered that she was talking to me and
then suddenly someone from the back cut her head and it fell on top of
a glass table. and still nakatingin pa rn sya sakin despite of that.
old page
I’m missing the old days...
Where I can sit and watch the pigs eat their food. I used to run and hide under the shades of daranghita while my nanay is calling me out for lunch. I’m doing that every single day of my vacation. I’m missing the old days where I am obsessed with stationary. I am happy to receive one peso from tatay just to buy a rinbee cheese curls.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Mini-Monsters
Do you still remember the comic-stripped cartoon show in RPN 9. The mini-monsters. I made my own version hehehehe. Out of all my drawings this one is my favorite. so far... it reminds me of a coloring book in grade school. which my tatay can't afford to buy one for me because it's expensive that time. rice is much important than coloring book. FYI I used 6pcs crayons from grade one to three. Lucky Me! gusto ko lang sabihin na ginamit ko yung crayons na yun for three years and i never complain. kasi alam ko kung para saan ang crayons at para saan ang bigas. Kahit gustong gusto ko sya. :)
Too Late To Be Early
Despite of thousand of words in dictionary, you don’t stand a chance of letting it out. This is not about playing safe but being cautious of what will be the result. You hide and no one can seek you.
You are afraid yet no one is scarring you. We all share the same sentiments that awkward feeling of being near but yet so far. Just imagine a thin layer of wall is there to stop you. Time goes by and just slipped away. The person will walk into a different path. You will run forward and the person will run sideward.
No goodbyes and no farewells. The person will take the first step away from you. Your time runs out. It’s too late to be early.
-------------------------------- Paces Are Changing Him............. to be a better person.
as per conve Pach Here is your Story
as per conve Pach Here is your Story
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Spoon and Fork
I was waiting for the go signal last night to crack a joke about him and her. And ended up being a loser because I’m drunk and to think I’m in the middle. Rachelle this is your fault. Haist! Too many words left unspoken and too many emotions are hidden, let it out girl! soon. Happy Birthday Patch!
Monday, November 15, 2010
PAWS on the floor
Wandering around the planet earth and wahlahhh!!! My feet took me to PAWS (Philippine Animal Welfare Society) where they’re taking care of abandoned cats and dogs.
Note that all the people inside this group are all volunteers and they don’t receive salary or incentives of taking care of the homeless pets. Tour inside the society, we spotted the official veterinarian of the cats and kittens.
Sadly some of the cats are sick so they have to be separated from the others. Hatching!!!! I smell cats! Ngeyowwww!!!!!
They don’t have snakes, lizards and dragons but the cats and dogs here are ready for adoption.
Have a heart for these feline and K9. They does well at home if you treated them nicely. We heard they rescued a 3 legged bloody cat from the street.
I’ll be back PAWS.
Don't fall SHORT
Just copied something from Garage Magazine.
My weakness is to make a pictures or drawing of a man, their clothes, lifestyle and games.
There is no variety when it comes to men. Even the clothes we are wearing are all the same.
Just don’t pay attention with the colours but nevertheless we wear the same thing
again and again.. okay over and over .. and out and over... whatever...
I’ll try to be more balance from now on... I am back from my sketching.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
A day with Momma
September 25, 2010 Jala Jala Rizal c/o Ninang
Welcome to Vista Concorsia Resort arriving at 5pm in the afternoon. We had the plan to buy fresh fish and meat in Tanay’s market but unsure of the way we ended up with no choice but to buy in small talipapa near the resort. I’m glad ninang can improvise It’s her forte actually.
As we arrived at the resort ninang introduced as to John Lloyd, Hello John Lloyd where is Bea? J JL is Ate’s son one of the caretakers of the resort. We met Tito Vic and the rest of the Adam’s Family we actually pretend that the place was haunted like in the horror movies, and we are going to be the dinner like Portia in Shake,Rattle & Roll V played by Manilyn Reynes.
Our first activity was the picture taking since everyone is a certified cam whore. We saw a lot of flowers, we bullied a goat, talked to dogs and visited the small church of Tita Cora. I love the Nipa Cogon Hut. It’s bringing back the memories.
Early dinner my favourite part we had fried toasted tilapia, salted egg, toyo mansi chilli sauce and pop cola. “bundat si Jic jic” Since our plans are ruined by potatoes ( a bunch of guys), oh nothing personal they took over the swimming pool and sang their 101 list of songs in the video karaoke till two in the morning.
So we decided to play 123 pass the loser will be punished by being a blank canvass the winner will paint his/her face using ninang’s lipstick. And everyone got messy hahaha. Wasted and tired of waiting the potatoes we fell asleep.
Afternoon karaoke and Pancit with kalabaw for lunch and spent few minutes sa pool we’re so done. Going to back to manila we are helplessly lured to MMDA’s trap so they took Erol’s license and advised as to get it to their office (bad MMDA). Before we went home, we stopped and ate dinner at Chowking. Busog Again!
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Closed-Box Jack
If you belong to the group of people consisting of 10 to 30 people barkadahan I bet you can submit a lot of entries in MKK and Love Stories Unlimited. Prepare your hankys for girls and cases of beer for guys and start to ask her/him why it’s still hurting though they separated a couple of months. So much drama right? But you see one of them will just be quiet, speechless about his/her personal life. Even if you tried to ask, the person will just smile and say “okay lang, kaya pa naman” then you will realize na you have to put your hands down and stop rubbing his/her back. Since he or she can manage the problems. And perfect!!
HOPE HARD, PRAY HARDER
Count the times you cross your fingers? Or waited a shooting star... don’t want to fall down to grant your wish...
“I wish you good health and more birthdays to come.” Is this good enough at all? But at least someone is really wishing that for us.
My friend’s nanay is really a lola. Last time we talked about her and how she wants to be in her few days here on earth.
I personally see her every time I come home to Lopez. She is a part of my friend so I consider her as one extension. I am writing this because I am unsure of what will be next.
It melts my heart to see my friend’s eyes while giving us the updates about her. It’s not easy. He can’t do anything but to watch her every day.
I don’t want to see her in that way. I only want the image of her back to those days when she prepares dinner for us. How she moves her eyebrows when she is irritated.
It’s still ingrained in my brain. And I will keep it forever. We’ll pray for you Nanay T. Stay there and give him more time pa.
“I wish you good health and more birthdays to come.” Is this good enough at all? But at least someone is really wishing that for us.
My friend’s nanay is really a lola. Last time we talked about her and how she wants to be in her few days here on earth.
I personally see her every time I come home to Lopez. She is a part of my friend so I consider her as one extension. I am writing this because I am unsure of what will be next.
It melts my heart to see my friend’s eyes while giving us the updates about her. It’s not easy. He can’t do anything but to watch her every day.
I don’t want to see her in that way. I only want the image of her back to those days when she prepares dinner for us. How she moves her eyebrows when she is irritated.
It’s still ingrained in my brain. And I will keep it forever. We’ll pray for you Nanay T. Stay there and give him more time pa.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
OKA TOKAT
Late for Halloween:
In Gumaca, Quezon Brgy, Rosario June 1990, a group of kids were playing hide and seek in Maharlika Highway eight in the evening. Nanay would always tell me to never ever cross the road without anyone assisting me since I’m only six that time. Our house is near the railroad and only a few steps near the Highway. My playmate named kuninay crossed the highway to show us how brave she was and then she was hit by a car and died within just a few minutes. That was the first time I witnessed an accident, Thank God I’ve never seen another one and hopefully never again in my life.
We attended the wake and the first thing I’ve noticed.... the coffin. Then I saw her face “ mukha syang manikang namamaga sa loob ng kabaong." :)
Bright city Lights |
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Bear with me Chesa
Chesa from Quezon |
Using my phone's cam
It looks like a chico tree that bears papaya but it’s not.
It looks like a chico tree that bears papaya but it’s not.
absolutely a Chesa Tree from Ed’s backyard.
Hahaha.. one of the weird fruits in Quezon.
Don’t ask me about the taste... I ate a small one couple of years ago.
Taste like a sweet boiled pumpkin. Flesh is colour yellow so brush your teeth after you devour that. Hahaha.
Just fascinated to see the big Chesa fruits!!!! Laki laki..
And thanks to the hanger..
And thanks to the hanger..
Monday, November 8, 2010
Guy now Gay later
Ever heard a guy singing Mariah songs or dancing to the tune of Britney Spear’s toxic. Not a chance to sense anything, but smiling with lots of overflowing pink ideas in your mind.
Fix your Gay-dar you need to sense deeper that you can imagine. Read the ff.
A sweet tall guy with a soft voice, love to wears fitted shirts. He can dance and sing, though he is fond of teasing girls he is still the average sensitive guy who can make girls LOL. He snores like a tiger while sleeping. Sorry he’s not gay he is straight.
The next candidate is internally geek. Yes he is the cum laude slash lola’s boy. His feelings depends on the place, mood, colours and occasions. This is the diva male version of all diva since he is not taking a bow if you are wrong. He is meticulous in details but he is straight. Free spirited to act like gay but definitely he is not.
Mid thirty’s guy who was the perfect candidate for being the best dad and a husband. He is meticulous also judging by the way he moves and the way he talks. Sport minded and a gym buff who works his ass by weekdays while spending the weekends drinking and rest by Sunday for his family. Perfect! But he is gay because of his indecent proposal to his sub ordinate to be his lover. He shocked me!
The campus crush, heartthrob and girl’s apple of the eye. Certified Eye candy! I can make money with his face all I to do is to send him in Go-see for commercials. He is extremely cute and lovable. Somewhat naughty I guess! He also shocked me with his confession that he is gay and I have to admit I didn’t see it coming. Because I’m looking forward to learn from him. That’s all.
Gays are acting like guys while guys act like gays. Confusing, but the real deal is to be who you are and not what they want you to be. Kanya kanya lang so back off na lang for those judgemental people. You don’t stand a chance of changing every weird one you see in the streets by your opinions. You can only watch but you don’t need to speak at all. J
Cheers Pach thank you for reading my entries every day. :) |
Friday, November 5, 2010
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